"Just being a teenager"
Its really stressful wishing for someone and wanting them when in the back of your head you know it will probably never happen, but just the idea of it keeps you going. its a very lustful feeling. One second I’m looking at the over all picture and I just think that its wrong and I could never be with this person and that’s not how its suppose to be, but the next second im looking at them and just head over heals. I don’t know if I really like this person I haven’t liked someone in a long time. and even when I did I have never felt the way that I do now. When I see this person texting it drives me crazy because I don’t even have there number….I just want to hold them so close but all I have is dreams of this person. And im not good with my dreams I never remember them ever. The only two that I remember is when this person was in them. My favorite one is the second we got lost in New York City it was amazing just the feeling of being with them was enough to keep me going… Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of them and I just want this person to know that and that they mean allot to me..